So not sorry

Okay, here we go again. One more request, one more shot, one more try. Dear reader who is out there reading this letter, without any regret, i humbly dishonor my honor to come here at this stage, this stand and ask for your precious attention, which is extremely valuable and important. I´m not gonna go any further, i´m not going to walk in circles and spend my unimportant time to explain what i have already tried and haven´t been certified that you have certainly understood. The reason why i´m here standing in front of this audience is something i cannot explain in physical words or meanings expressed in printable letters descending from latin expressions. Why the fuck am i losing my time and wasting the tip of my fingers and saliva, if spoken, and why would i care about your little fake eyes? Oh my..here we go again, me, getting lost in my own bullshit, trying to say what i don´t know. I´m so sorry. I´m so not sorry.